Assalamualaikum.. Happy Monday morning to all my dear readers..
Currently, the feeling inside is like, "Phew! It's been so long since I take a walk here in my lovey doveyland.." Heh.. I've been super duper stressful these past few days.. No words can best describe what I feel now.. I feel like crying, but the tears stuck inside the gland as if it is telling me, "Farhana! You are a strong girl, you will always be one.. Keep holding on my dear.."
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What I see in front of me now, it's only black and white.. Even when I look at myself, I see no colors.. Half dead? Half alive? Whatever it is, I'm barely breathing.. Voices inside of me keep shouting, "Get up! Up up and away!"
Praying! Believing! Whatever situation I am now, Allah is always here with me.. This is just another bump in the journey of my life.. All this colorless, barely breathing will quickly pass by.. And there I go, up up in the sky..
And not forgotten, the smile.. The light of happiness.. It'll be back.. For every test that HE puts me on, if I fall, I have to remind myself that after each suffering, pain and tears after the fall, I must gain back the strength to stand up again..
Ya Allah.. Permudahkanlah jalan yang akan aku tempuhi.. Kurniakanlah aku ketenangan hati, kekuatan diri agar dapat aku tempuhinya.. Mudah-mudahan perjalanan hidup yang tertulis untukku ini akan aku lalui dengan jayanya.. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..
HEART SPEAKS : Doakan aku juga ya sahabat-sahabat tercinta.. Mudah-mudahan semuanya akan dipermudahkan..