" Cahaya Yang Riang Gembira "

Assalamualaikum. Salam 12 tengah malam. Lama tak tulis-tulis conteng-conteng kan? Maklumlah bulan puasa, kita cool down sikit. Banyak benda yang jadi di sekeliling, aku cuma duduk di tepi dan jadi pemerhati setia. These days it's getting difficult to sleep, banyak nak fikir, banyak nak selesaikan. Dalam duduk rancang masa depan sebelum tidur, tiap-tiap malam jugalah aku dengar adik aku yang tengah cuti semester mengekak atas katil dia sambil pegang handphone. Dia boleh menghadap WhatsApp berjam-jam, bergayut apatah lagi. Seronok benar tengok dia chatting dalam group, dengan "orang tersayang" kononnya. Ish, budak zaman sekarang. Sebelum adik aku nombor dua kahwin, dia yang selalu bergayut dekat telefon. Aku dekat katil sebelah mampu tengok sajalah Labu. Haha. Loser ke? Eh, tak kot. Haha. Entahlah, lagi-lagi nak setahun lagi masuk 3 series, lagi selalu rasa sunyi menghambat. Mengada hati tisu ni, nak rasa sunyi bagailah. Heh. Biasalah, manusia, tak boleh lari d

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