" Cahaya Yang Riang Gembira "

Assalamualaikum. After so long of not writing anything in this, finally I got the feels and needs to write something. To let it all out. It's 12.30 in the morning. Sleepy but my fingers are actively typing, non-stop. Do you have paranoia? I never knew that I have this feeling, scared, paranoid, anxious as I am not this kind of person if you met me a few years back. I guess there are life events that could change your way of thinking, your confidence, how you carry yourself. I'm scared. I don't know why, but I hate myself for having a feeling like this. The negative thoughts always flood my mind. Heh. Lets say someone like me, and I reciprocate, the way they pursue you, you will got that negative thought like "if he can pursue you this way, he may already done it a few hundred times with other girls. If he can care for you in such a way that you may fall in love with him, he may do the same to other girl who will fall for him too." I hate t...

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.  [Leo Buscaglia] Assalamualaikum. Well well, its been a while. Busy with life, busy with works, and that never ends. But I love it. I learn a lot every day.  Well, the planning was to write a short post, I promise it will be short. For someone who loves to write a long post, its really difficult to cut down all the blabbing and ranting for introduction.  Actually, I just came back from a 5 days outstation. Tiring, but as usual a fruitful experience. During the last day of our survey, one of the surveyor in the team said this to the other surveyors during our random conversation. He said, "this girl is one of the good officer, she always smile no matter what. You can see her always smiling." :) Ouh, that really made my day. It did. And even after 2 d...

Assalamualaikum. Apa khabar??? Uiii. Macam dengar bunyi gema segenap blog Cahaya Yang Riang Gembira. Haha. Maklumlah lama tak menulis. Tak ada idea nak menulis. Mood tengah membuak-buak nak duduk berborak-borak, chit chatting dengan orang. Eh, tetiba kan. Adoi. 2 minggu yang agak sibuk. 2 minggu juga aku berjauhan dari laptop kesayangan aku. Selama ini memang susah gila nak berenggang, bila berpisah 2 minggu rasa macam 2 tahun. Kikiki. 2 minggu yang sudah aku outstation ke Sabah. It was fun to revisit a place that gives you thousands of beautiful memories with your classmates. Haih. Rasa macam nak ajak kawan-kawan sekelas dulu buat trip lagi ke Sabah. Tapi apakan daya masing-masing sibuk dengan kerjaya dan rumahtangga. Heeee. Balik saja dari Sabah, aku sempat rehat dalam sehari dua, sebelum aku terbang sekali lagi. Terbang aku seminggu yang lalu juga masih atasan urusan kerja. Rezeki Allah nak bagi, memang tak dijangka, memang tiba-tiba datang bergolek depan mata, syukur pad...

Assalamualaikum. Hihi. Lama tak conteng dinding rumah ni. Apa khabar semua? Masing-masing duduk menghadap kipas sambil minum air sejuk ke? Kikiki. Maklumlah cuaca panas semenjak dua menjak dekat ibu kota ni kan. Nak tidur pun berkicap. Bukan saja cuaca panas berpeluh-peluh, darah pun rasa menggelegak sambil cuba nak tahan sabar. Haha. Sebenarnya aku bukan jenis suka marah tengking-tengking pun. Sekali sekala, itu pun dekat adik-adik aku kalau pesen tak dengar cakap. Nak marah orang lain, rasanya peratusannya sangatlah rendah. Tak reti marah orang, tapi kemarahan ada, cuma aku tak keluarkan, aku simpan dekat dalam. Aku keluarkan rasa marah selalunya dalam bentuk butir-butir air mata. Hahaha. Macam mana eh nak jadi macam Supergirl? Kebal. Tapi bukan kebal dengan tumbukan, dengan belasah orang jahat, tapi kebal dengan tengkingan dan jerkahan, kalis maki senang cerita. Bila kena marah, tak rasa apa pun. Tak rasa hati kau macam tisu yang jatuh dalam cawan air, tak rasa buti...

Assalamualaikum. It's 10 at night. Tons of work, never ending, finishing a report, then here comes another. What a life. Haha. But it's something that I enjoyed doing, I now know how is it feel to fall in love. Ops!! Haha. (Habislah kalau jadi gila kerja lepas ni, workaholic!!! Errrrmmm) =p In the midst of this busy and blissful life, syukur Alhamdulillah, someone asked me, "Don't you want to get another shot at love? Don't you want to fall in love again?" Wow!! It's about love. Haha. I kinda forget about it as I am busy "loving" my job. Phew!!! Hmmm. What a tough question eyh? Why are you asking by the way? Haiyooo. Who doesn't want a chance, who doesn't want to be loved? Tell me who? Well, it's just not the time yet. You know, the calling. Here's a story about chance. One chance that I miss, and yes I regret it. A story of me and an awkward little boy. Haha. It's 2009. A year of blogging hype. I ...

Assalamualaikum. Salam 2 pagi semua. Weee. Semangat pula tiba-tiba pepagi buta ni nak menulis. Haha. Aura rajin datang, kita layankan aje. Tak tahu nak tulis apa, tapi sebabkan nak sangat menulis, jadi aku cadang nak kongsi sikit pengalaman aku bertarikh 6 Oktober 2017. Kekeke. Dah 2 minggu duduk merancang nak buat passport, tarikh pun makin dekat, tapi passport tak buat-buat lagi. Zzzz. Rancangnya nak buat dekat UTC Melaka, tapi sebab cuti bukan senang nak dapat, spend masa dengan family lagi berharga, jadi aku batalkan hasrat buat passport di Melaka. Mula-mula duduk teragak-agak jugalah, nak UTC Sentul ke UTC Keramat, sebab dua-duanya sangat dekat dengan rumah aku, cuma dalam 3 - 4km saja. Fikir punya fikir, ke UTC Keramatlah kita, betul-betul depan Stesyen LRT Damai. Convenient sangat. Bila Google gambar tengok bukan main cantik, tapi bila sampai terkejut kejap kita. Haha. Macam bangunan terbiar pun ada. Dalamnya ada 2 kompleks. Sebelah untuk kedai-kedai dan sebelah lag...

Assalamualaikum. Back in KL after 4 days lazying around happily with my dearest family. Ouh. How I miss home. Should go back frequently I guess. Haha. 4 days are never enough you know.  :) September was indeed a hectic month, but a fruitful one too. More experience gain, more knowledge, and of course more and more new people I met and be friend with. I'm really grateful for everything that I have now. There may be things that are not sufficient, but Allah replace it with much much better things. Syukur to Allah. :) And September, was a month of sadness too. Our family had lost a few of our beloved cats, unfortunately they succumbed to a deadly virus called "Parvovirus". Currently, we are trying hard to take care the rest of them who are at early stage of infection. Pray for them. Lets hope they are strong and will fight this through. :) And last but not least, my another kesayangan, "Snow", had been missing for a week now. I don...