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Building My Self Confidence - Just Talk!

Imej
Assalamualaikum. It's been a while I guess. Busy months, perhaps not just last month and this month, the rest of the months I bet. Even though it's tiring, physically and mentally, but I'm happy to learn so much, going to many places, getting to know many people. This event happened a few days back, started on Friday till Saturday to be exact. I had written a few piece on this in my previous post, where my research was accepted to be displayed in the Poster Display session for the International Forum on Quality and Safety in Healthcare organized by British Medical Journal (BMJ) and Institute for Healthcare Improvement (IHI). I am so honoured to be given this golden opportunity to display my research, although the research is not something big, but a small and meaningful step for me in this new path of life. It was during these two days, that I learn a lesson that is so important, that woken me up from a deep slumber. I was 5 when my parent sent me to a Chin...

Cuba Senyum

Imej
Assalamualaikum. I got tons of questions. Questions that I yearn for answer, but I can't seems to find it anywhere. Zero. Nothing. What I can do, is just smile while more and more questions pouring into my head. Hmmm. Kenapa? Kenapa kita boleh suka dekat orang yang tak suka dekat kita balik? Kenapa? Kenapa bila kita nak lupakan orang yang kita suka tapi kita akan tetap ingat dia? Kenapa? Kenapa bila kata kita tak nak ambil tahu dah pasal dia, kita tetap akan jenguk media sosial dia? Kenapa? Kenapa bila orang yang kita cuba nak lupa dan kita tak nak tanya khabar dah, tiba-tiba hadir semula dan hati kita rasa riang gembira? Kenapa? Kenapa susah nak berhenti ambil tahu? Kenapa? Kenapa walau dah sekian lama memendam rasa, rasa itu tak pernah padam? Kenapa? Kenapa bila kita nak lupa, yang datang tak berjemput adalah rasa rindu tiba-tiba? Aku nak cuba lagi lupakan kisah epal. Aku nak cuba lagi lupakan kisah Detektif Conan, Doraemon dan kartun. Aku n...

Kualiti

Imej
What is Accreditation?   Accreditation is a self-assessment and external peer assessment process used by healthcare organizations to accurately assess their level of performance in relation to established standards and to implement ways to continuously. PICTURES ARE TAKEN FROM GOOGLE. CREDIT TO THE RESPECTED SITE Assalamualaikum. Lama tak menulis. Rindu nak conteng-conteng, tapi apakan daya kerja menimbun. But it's okay, I love my job. :) Sebenarnya semenjak tulis entry tentang HAPPY THINGS, ada niat nak sambung entry berkisarkan apa yang berlaku pada hari konferens, tapi sampai ke sudah tak tulis-tulis juga. Haha. Jadi hari ini kita sambung eh. This entry will be a bit formal, a lot of facts and maybe new input for the readers out there. No no no, it is not a paid review, just a sharing of information. Masa konferens kesihatan antarabangsa yang dianjurkan di KLCC tempoh hari, ianya dihadiri bukan saja oleh golongan profesional dalam bidang kesihatan tapi juga ...

Happy Things

Imej
Assalamualaikum. Esok dah Jumaat. Hoyeah! Hujung minggu!  :) Dah pukul 11 malam dah, tapi sebab dah teguk 2 cawan kopi petang tadi, mata pun jadi segar bugar. Padahal penat ni. Haha. It was a really tiring week. Emotionally draining but at the same time it gave you a special power boost. Thinking back about it, makes me smile. :) Baru balik dari 4 hari outstation, unlike outstation sebelum ini, I'm no longer attached to my boss, now I'm a lone ranger, independently working and coordinating the whole process. Phew!! Memang takut juga mula-mula bila dah kena kerja seorang diri, tapi bila dah laluinya, rasa macam gaining something precious, experience yang tak ternilai. Well, walaupun ada ups and downs, happy dan sedih, tapi itulah kehidupan kan. It's a mixture of every emotions. That's the spices of life.  :) The first day was kinda excited mixed with worries. Tons of worries. Takut juga kalau tak dapat nak adapt dan coordinate the whole process...

I Can

Imej
Assalamualaikum. Malam semua. Nak tidur dah ke? Mata aku pun dah berat sangat dah sebenarnya, tapi gagahkan juga diri nak menulis. Excited nak menulis. Heeee. Aku sendiri baru balik dari menghadirkan diri ke APHM 2017. Pertama kali attend healthcare conference, as an exhibitor. To be honest juga, pertama kali dapat join event healthcare from the other side of the "view". If you know what I mean. Haha. Mula-mula cuak sebenarnya bila kena pergi, takut ada, kemalasan pun dah tentu-tentulah datang sekali. Pakej orang kata. Bukan apa, rasa masih lagi anxious bila dalam crowd. Rasa macam socially awkward, walaupun dah 2 kali pergi survey. It takes time, but I know I'll slowly overcome that. So today is the day, a platform to fight this social anxiety, to make it go away and learn to approach people without feeling scared and self-conscious. I can't say I'm proud of myself, not yet anyway, but I feel happy to talk to a lot of people, from different field...

3 Times

Imej
Assalamualaikum. Salam 12 tengah malam. Sebelum tidur, nak tanya, siapa pernah baca artikel tentang 3 kali? 3 orang? Aku suka sangat dengan artikel yang housemate aku kongsikan ini, deep and meaningful. Dan aku bersetuju dengan lontaran pandangan penulis artikel itu. Tajuk artikel itu berbunyi, "Kita Cuma Akan Jatuh Cinta Dengan 3 Orang Sepanjang Hidup Kita". Mesti kau tertanya-tanya, kenapa 3 orang? Aku pernah couple lebih dari 3 kali oii, aku pula tak pernah bercinta lagi oii. Haha. Bagi aku artikel ini bersifat abstrak. 3 orang yang dimaksudkan di sini, aku tak ertikannya sebagai orang. Dalam pandangan aku, 3 orang itu bermakna 3 kali, 3 fasa, dalam hidup kau. Yup! It is true if we are thinking it that way. It makes whole lot of sense. Jom baca dulu.  We Only Fall in Love with 3 People in Our Lifetime—Each One for a Specific Reason. 1. Often our first is when we are young, in high school even. It's the ideal istic love—the one that seems li...

Grab

Imej
Assalamualaikum. Siapa suka pergi bercuti? Siapa yang dah lama tak cuti-cuti jalan sana sini tengok tempat orang? *Angkat tangan sendiri* Haha. Cuti-cuti kita cerita dekat hujung-hujung nanti eh. Tiba-tiba rasa macam nak cerita pasal Grab Car. Aku jarang ambil pengangkutan awam, sebab tak ada keperluan waktu itu. Zaman belajar dulu kala pernahlah ambil teksi sekali dua. Bila dah duduk KL, tambah lagi di zaman yang serba maju macam sekarang, bukan saja ada teksi, bas, LRT, malah ada Grab Car, ada Uber. Duduk KL, kau memang akan rasa malas nak memandu sendiri sebab jalannya yang selalu sesak dan buat kau selalu sesat. Itu akulah. Haha. Jadi, solutionnya, aku mula belajar ambil Grab Car. Mudah pun mudah sebab kita boleh book melalui apps. Kita boleh tengok identiti driver kita, kereta dia, kedudukan dia, dan juga harga tambang yang kita perlu bayar. Canggih betul zaman sekarang eh. Haha. Jadi sekarang kalau aku outstation, contoh macam minggu depan aku akan ke Damansa...