" Cahaya Yang Riang Gembira "

Today, is the last day of 2014. A year of struggle, pain,  hard work , sweat and tears. Hoping 2015 will bring tons of happy memories. For me, for you and for every human being. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam lindungan rahmatNYA. Assalamualaikum. P/S : And one more thing for me, I'm finding a way back into love. :) * * * * * Artist Name: Hugh Grant Album Name:  Song Name: Way Back Into Love [verse 1] (drew barrymore) i've been living with a shadow overhead, i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed, i've been lonely for so long, trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on! (hugh grant) i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away, just in case i ever need them again someday, i've been setting aside time, to clear a little space in the corners of my mind! [chorus] (both) all i want to do is find a way back into love. i can't make it through without a way back into love. oooooh. [verse 2] (drew barrymore) i've been watching but the st...

Allah knows best. Now, just pray. Tawakal. Assalamualaikum. PICTURE COURTESY : MY INSTAGRAM :) P/S : Rasa macam dah malas nak menaip dekat blog. Hmmm.

I feel like it is time to end the old chapter and close the book. I'm ready to write the first word for the new chapter in my new book. I want to be happy too. I want to be appreciated too. Lets go and find my true happiness. The one that last for a long long long time. Happiness. Good night. Assalamualaikum.

Assalamualaikum. It's nearly 2 in the morning. Can't really sleep by the way. My mind is flooded with so much thought and worries. At the same time, I'm kind of feeling excited about this. Yesterday evening, Tuesday evening, I received a call that I've been waiting since last November. A job that I've always dream of. Basically, still in the medical field though. Well, even though it was just a call arranged for an interview, but somehow I'm feeling hopeful.  Going through the darkest and narrowest route in my life, problems keep knocking on my door ever since I made "that" decision 10 months ago. I drag everybody down into my problematic life, especially those near me, family and best friends. I always feel ashamed, the burden is too heavy that there are times that I thought I cannot go on anymore. But, there is always light at the end of the tunnel. I'm going to prepare myself for next week as if I'm preparing for a war. I mu...

Assalamualaikum. Thinking of sharing something meaningful. A friend sent me this few quotes she took from Google. She told me there is no need to feel broken hearted, guilty, anxious for what I did. She simply told me to forget and looking forward for the next best things in life. She said something that I know does make sense. She told me, don't fall for words, fall for actions. Yeah, I guess I'm easily fall for words when the reality there is nothing to back those words up. I really need to grow up. No more naive. Haha. Assalamualaikum.

Assalamualaikum. Salam Ahad. Hmm. Ahad yang mendamaikan, cuaca pun sangat menggalakkan mata untuk tidur. Sebenarnya tengah layan filem animasi Tarzan dekat TV tadi. Filem animasi keluaran 1999 itu serta merta buatkan aku teringat zaman kecil-kecil muda belia dulu. Rasanya ketika filem itu ditayangkan, umur aku 12 tahun. Dan abah beli VCD filem Tarzan untuk tontonan anak-anak dia. Filem Tarzan antara filem yang banyak kali kami ulang tayang dekat komputer. Pasang dekat komputer, lepas itu semua adik beradik akan bergolek baring depan monitor. Tak puas tengok movie dia, sambung pula game dia. Hehe. Zaman kanak-kanak aku zaman yang paling aku kenang. Aku membesar di Miri, Sarawak. Sejak dari usia 4 tahun, kami sekeluarga berpindah dari Kota Tinggi ke Miri sebab abah dapat tawaran mengajar di Institut Perguruan Sarawak. Sampailah usia aku 14 ke 15 tahun barulah kami pulang semula ke Semenanjung. Zaman itu zaman yang aku paling aku kenang sebab waktu itu aku paling ramai kawan....

Assalamualaikum. Jumaat dah. Bulan Disember pun dah nak 12 hari berlalu, 19 hari lagi nak jejak 2015. Harap tahun baru, dengan azam baru, moga keadaan hidup lebih bertambah baik. Kalau memang dah tertulis oleh DIA, dunia aku adalah dengan memulakan semula housemanship, mungkin 2015 adalah jawapannya. Moga ditunjukkan jalan yang terbaik hendaknya. Hari ini memang tak rancang pun sebenarnya untuk ke Seremban mengambil adik aku yang belajar di Nilai, tapi lantas teringatkan sesuatu, terus aku cakap dengan mak aku nak ikut sekali. Melaka, dah macam KL, sentiasa sesak terutama sekali Jumaat, Sabtu dan Ahad. Makin maju makin sesak.  Bertolak pukul 2, tapi nak sampai Tol Ayer Keroh makan masa sampai nak dekat satu jam. Rupanya ada kemalangan, sampai terbalik Toyota Vios. Tiang lampu pun sampai patah dua. Pertama kali aku tengok kemalangan, kereta terbalik dekat jalan bandar, selalunya dekat highway. Harapnya pemandu okaylah. Lalu kawasan kemalangan tadi, terus teringa...